INSIGHTS AND LESSONS LEARNT FROM BREAK-IN
Accept not only with complete faith, but with love and thanks knowing it is exactly what should have been. I have been professing things to be true for me for some years now but did I truly believe what I was saying? How would I react in a "tragedy" which struck home as close as possible...not just my loved ones but me directly. I always believed my cancer had been a positive thing in my life, but that was a lesson learned from hindshight. At the time it happened, I was bitter, angry , depressed, seeking blame and certainly not thanking G-d.
It all began with my readings of Kryon and my understanding of the overview, synchronicity, etc...that chains of events are set in motion long before the "thing" itself happens. In order to provide solutions to problems, or answers to prayers which we ourselves are not even yet aware that we will need. The parable of the guy racing towards the bridge which no longer exists but completely trusting that a solution will be in place when he arrives is one of my favorite Kryon parables and I always saw myself in that light.
Things just don't happen, nothing is by chance, everything that occurs has a connection. I can go all the way back in time over a couple of years and see connections of events leading to today and nothing which happened THEN made any sense to me.
So, this whole "thing" now, was for me, a test. and it proved that I truly believe in what I have been professing. My whole reaction was also diffent than from the way I generally behave. I honestly felt no anger, even for a second...and did not even feel the need to find a culprit. Did not blame anyone, accept perhpas the split second when I thought I myself had been stupid, but it past in about 5 minutes. I was calm, relaxed, accepitng, knew what I had to do, continued to pray that I would be saved the hassle of Delhi (but even when it seemed unlikely, I was already planning the fun I would have there...visiting people I know who invited me, shopping at 60% off before Diwali, and even spending Diwali unexpectedly in Delhi!)....Honestly did not care about the clothing itself (although I am still a little sad about the journals and the necklace shlomit gave me!)...Knew for a definite fact that this was a GOOD thing and I realized for the first time, totally and completely, that my faith in G-d and his Universe , His angels and my guides, the desires of my soul are all true to my Higher Good at every minute. Nothing "bad" can EVER happen...I am deserving of ONLY good things and wonderful people in my life and all that happens IS for the best. I have never felt so at peace and thankful and loving and warm as I feel now, despite the ordeal I have been through. God has been wonderful enough to prove to me, to take away any shadow of a doubt I may have had about the workings of His Universe and my own faith and trust in it. It is truly the most wonderful blessing I have ever received. Knowing that my anger and need to find blame are something of the past and my complete acceptance, in happiness of events , is a joy I cannot find thw ords to express.
The fact is: Everything that happens IS good. Even the "bad" things is good at the momet it happens, We do not have to wait for the good part of whatever happened to reveal itself finally in the future. The "thing" in self at the moment IS good. Nothing "bad" or "wrong" or "unfair" happens. Everything is for our Higher Good as it happens and when it happens.
And with those words I will end this episode... hopefully the rest of this trip will be uneventful and I will see you all in a little over a months time....
It all began with my readings of Kryon and my understanding of the overview, synchronicity, etc...that chains of events are set in motion long before the "thing" itself happens. In order to provide solutions to problems, or answers to prayers which we ourselves are not even yet aware that we will need. The parable of the guy racing towards the bridge which no longer exists but completely trusting that a solution will be in place when he arrives is one of my favorite Kryon parables and I always saw myself in that light.
Things just don't happen, nothing is by chance, everything that occurs has a connection. I can go all the way back in time over a couple of years and see connections of events leading to today and nothing which happened THEN made any sense to me.
So, this whole "thing" now, was for me, a test. and it proved that I truly believe in what I have been professing. My whole reaction was also diffent than from the way I generally behave. I honestly felt no anger, even for a second...and did not even feel the need to find a culprit. Did not blame anyone, accept perhpas the split second when I thought I myself had been stupid, but it past in about 5 minutes. I was calm, relaxed, accepitng, knew what I had to do, continued to pray that I would be saved the hassle of Delhi (but even when it seemed unlikely, I was already planning the fun I would have there...visiting people I know who invited me, shopping at 60% off before Diwali, and even spending Diwali unexpectedly in Delhi!)....Honestly did not care about the clothing itself (although I am still a little sad about the journals and the necklace shlomit gave me!)...Knew for a definite fact that this was a GOOD thing and I realized for the first time, totally and completely, that my faith in G-d and his Universe , His angels and my guides, the desires of my soul are all true to my Higher Good at every minute. Nothing "bad" can EVER happen...I am deserving of ONLY good things and wonderful people in my life and all that happens IS for the best. I have never felt so at peace and thankful and loving and warm as I feel now, despite the ordeal I have been through. God has been wonderful enough to prove to me, to take away any shadow of a doubt I may have had about the workings of His Universe and my own faith and trust in it. It is truly the most wonderful blessing I have ever received. Knowing that my anger and need to find blame are something of the past and my complete acceptance, in happiness of events , is a joy I cannot find thw ords to express.
The fact is: Everything that happens IS good. Even the "bad" things is good at the momet it happens, We do not have to wait for the good part of whatever happened to reveal itself finally in the future. The "thing" in self at the moment IS good. Nothing "bad" or "wrong" or "unfair" happens. Everything is for our Higher Good as it happens and when it happens.
And with those words I will end this episode... hopefully the rest of this trip will be uneventful and I will see you all in a little over a months time....
posted by Jane @ 8:30 PM
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