November 2, 2004
Hey All,
"The fact that many a man who goes his own way ends in ruin means nothing...He MUST obey his own law" (which I understand to mean soul/heart whatever) From the book Snow Leopard (fabulous!!!!) pp. 45 quoted from C.G. Jung-Collected works.
this will be short...just wanted to let you know that I am enjoying each day more and more! I am spending much time alone , the weather is cold but crisp and beautiful, I have nice warm clothing, have gotten my last package off today, have no money left so dont' have to worry about any more shopping (which I really hate actually)....Tomorrow we are going down to Kokila's (the guesthouse owner) farmhouse to see the new guesthouse they are building there complete with stream for fishing, organic vegetalbe garden, free range chickens...sounds fabulous...and we will spend the day there...Maybe one more trip down to dharamsala to look for hearing aid batteries for my father...still have to stock up on insense and beads for my daughter in delhi, and if I REALLY feel like going to Anokhi, I can always use my credit card if I see something really really special that I want...and now to the reason I am alone so much (but I love it!)
As you know we have all three been not feeling completely well but Abdellah has been the worst...and he finally went to the doctor yesterday to be tested and turns out he has amoebic dysentary!!! Now, could be I also have it, but I am not feeling nearly as bad as he is...I have been doing lots and lots and lots and lots of Reiki and also taking the tibetan stuff, but if I DO have it I really should know, so tomorrow I will also go do a test and see what's what. I hate the idea of taking antibiotics and it is a question of which will make me feel worse before travelling...the sick or the cure! I will have to decide. I still am not full of complete energy and everytime I eat my stomach gets queasy, butnothing worse than that. I sometimes feel a drop feverish but it goes away after 5 minutes of reiki. So we will know better tomorrw hopefully if I can manag3e a speciman. After a day of diarrhea, I go to the opposite extreme for days on end!!
And now, just something I read yesterday in this book I am now reading, and gives more backup to all that is happening to me now and reading it was definitely not "by chance"..
"The fact that many a man who goes his own way ends in ruin means nothing...He MUST obey his own law" (which I understand to mean soul/heart whatever) From the book Snow Leopard (fabulous!!!!) pp. 45 quoted from C.G. Jung-Collected works.
and with that thought I will leave you today....
"The fact that many a man who goes his own way ends in ruin means nothing...He MUST obey his own law" (which I understand to mean soul/heart whatever) From the book Snow Leopard (fabulous!!!!) pp. 45 quoted from C.G. Jung-Collected works.
this will be short...just wanted to let you know that I am enjoying each day more and more! I am spending much time alone , the weather is cold but crisp and beautiful, I have nice warm clothing, have gotten my last package off today, have no money left so dont' have to worry about any more shopping (which I really hate actually)....Tomorrow we are going down to Kokila's (the guesthouse owner) farmhouse to see the new guesthouse they are building there complete with stream for fishing, organic vegetalbe garden, free range chickens...sounds fabulous...and we will spend the day there...Maybe one more trip down to dharamsala to look for hearing aid batteries for my father...still have to stock up on insense and beads for my daughter in delhi, and if I REALLY feel like going to Anokhi, I can always use my credit card if I see something really really special that I want...and now to the reason I am alone so much (but I love it!)
As you know we have all three been not feeling completely well but Abdellah has been the worst...and he finally went to the doctor yesterday to be tested and turns out he has amoebic dysentary!!! Now, could be I also have it, but I am not feeling nearly as bad as he is...I have been doing lots and lots and lots and lots of Reiki and also taking the tibetan stuff, but if I DO have it I really should know, so tomorrow I will also go do a test and see what's what. I hate the idea of taking antibiotics and it is a question of which will make me feel worse before travelling...the sick or the cure! I will have to decide. I still am not full of complete energy and everytime I eat my stomach gets queasy, butnothing worse than that. I sometimes feel a drop feverish but it goes away after 5 minutes of reiki. So we will know better tomorrw hopefully if I can manag3e a speciman. After a day of diarrhea, I go to the opposite extreme for days on end!!
And now, just something I read yesterday in this book I am now reading, and gives more backup to all that is happening to me now and reading it was definitely not "by chance"..
"The fact that many a man who goes his own way ends in ruin means nothing...He MUST obey his own law" (which I understand to mean soul/heart whatever) From the book Snow Leopard (fabulous!!!!) pp. 45 quoted from C.G. Jung-Collected works.
and with that thought I will leave you today....
posted by Jane @ 4:02 PM
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